Just because...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

I'm a loser

Ok... so Lets sum up August and September!

Band camp: Song: Torn by Natalie Imbruglia



I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
that's what's going on, nothings fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things that I cant touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late, I'm already torn. torn.

there's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
that's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
you're a little late, I'm already torn

That and "I ache" haha! But seriously, nothing I've ever done before hurt that much... EVER!

First week to two weeks or school : Song: Life Less Ordinary by Carbon Leaf



Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me
Live a life less sedentary
Live a life evolutionary with me
Well I hate to be a bother,
But it's you and there's no other, I do believe
You can call me naive but...
I know me very well (at least as far as I can tell)
And I know what I need

The night you came into my life
Well it took the bones of me, took the bones of me
You blew away my storm and strife
And shook the bones of me, shook the bones of me
By the way, I do know why you stayed away...
I will keep tongue-tied next time

Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me
My face had said too much
Before our hands could even touch
To greet a 'hello'
(So much for going slow...)
A little later on that year
I told you that I loved you dear
What do you know?
This you weren't prepared to hear
I'm a saddened man, I'm a broken boy
I'm a toddler with a complex toy
I've fallen apart, since the ambush of your heart

The night you came into my life
Well it took the bones of me, took the bones of me
You blew away my storm and strife
And shook the bones of me, shook the bones of me.
By the way, I do know why you stayed away
I will keep tongue-tied but...

Honey understand, honey understand
I won't make demands
Honey understand, honey understand
We could walk without a plan.
Honey understand (honey), honey understand
I won't rest in stone all alone
Honey understand, honey understand
I'm all ready to go
But you already know...

Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me.
If I could name you in this song
Would it make you smile and sing along?
This is the goal: to get into your soul
If I could make you dance for joy
Could that be the second-chance decoy?
The bird-in-hand I would need
To help you understand?

The night you came into my life
well it took the bones of me, took the bones of me
You blew away my storm and strife
And shook the bones of me, shook the bones of me
By the way, I do know why you stayed away
I will keep tongue-tied next time

That is SOOO a Marc song! and I LOVE it! It was ok... I HATE Ms. Daughtry and really B-days! and I missed Marc... but that was nothing new

September: Songs: Rent songs, Life Less Ordinary by Carbon Leaf, Le Chemin by Kyo, and others

Ok... September was all about band! OMG! JR SHOULD DIE! That's not new though...

Now:

Song: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol



We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

*sigh*

I miss Marc so much! HE CAME BACK FOR HOMECOMING! IT WAS SO AMAZING TO SEE HIM AGAIN! Only, I didn't get to say goodbye! AHH! I STILL haven't said goodbye! The last thing I've told him to his face was "You are mean! You are a real asshole do you know that?" and he said "Yep!" and walked away! AHH! Oh and I've officially decided I'm gonna be IB! And I'm gonna go to UNC... I'm a sophomore and I already know this! YAH!

Oh my PP is going good so far! I'm doing extraordinary rendition... Yep... Sophmore year is going pretty damn good! OH AND I MISSED MISS ROYALL SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I can't stand that Kyle and Maya are going out... it drives me crazy... well... I'm gonna put up the lyrics to "Le Chemin" then post this on the other blogs!

(scrolly lyrics comming shortly)

Regarde-toi assise dans l'ombre
A la lueur de nos mensonges
Une main glacée jusqu'à l'ongle

Regarde toi à l'autre pôle
Fermer les yeux sur ce qui nous ronge
On a changé à la longue

{Refrain:}
On a parcouru les chemins
On a tenu la distance
Et je te hais de tout mon corps
Mais je t'adore
On a parcouru les chemins
On a souffert en silence
Et je te hais de tout mon corps
Mais je t'adore encore

Je vis dans une maison de verre
A moitié rempli de ton eau
Sans s'arrêter le niveau monte

Je suis le fantôme qui s'égare
Je suis étranger à ton coeur
Seulement regarde comme on est seul

{au Refrain, x4}

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