Wow... Ok... Lets see... can we find eachother colide?

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
~Collide~ by Howie Day

Now... I haven't done this in a LONG time! so... let me see if I can remember what's happened... Ok.. first off... Scott is REALLY awesome dispite the fact he hates Rent and I can't wait until next year if and when he coaches again... because he's REALLY cool! Zach McMichael is STILL an asshole... MARC IS A FUCKING BITCH ASS FUCK! and I ♥ my poor pathetic social life at school and I miss it... and I want it to be school again because I'm REALLY fucking bored! so... I've taken it upon myslef to have hobbies of going to other's blogs... I still regularly visit Marc's and Stefan's and my newest most awesomest thing: Yanneka's blog! SOOO FUN!!!!!!!!!! OOOH and my mom had class with Jen, Mr. Christian's fiancee, and she wouldn't shut up and STILL won't shut up! "Oh Jen is just cute as a button! She is just so cute! SOOO cute! and she's little *does hand jesture to say she's short*!!!!" and I'm like "Yeah... Mr. Christian's little *does same hand jesture*" and she's like "but she is just too cute! Is Mr. Christian that cute?!" and I'm like "MOM! That's my teacher! and no I don't think he's cute! and besides even if I did I've never seen Jen so I couldn't tell you!" and it just goes ON AND ON YEAH *sings "she says"* yah.... soo... I've been spending a lot of time on AIM and facebook and myspace... oh and don't forget the Criss Angel ezboard! OOOk... and um... is there more? lets see... in summer I have no social life... um... I am pathetic... um... oooh for Maya's birthday she had Jessica over for a sleepover and we tried to smoke catnip... we smoked it but it had no affect on us whatsoever... soo.... ooh and right after that my tounge started hurting and I didn't know why... it was like I cut it or bit it or burned it... I didn't know what happened... I figured it would go away or show visibility like these possible things... well it didn't go away like I had bitten it... I didn't have any dead tastebuds like I burned it and it didn't have a cut like I cut it... I think I have an infected taste bud... because what it is is this taste bud that's over grown and looks like it goes in in the middle and it hurts REALLY bad! (I'm such a band geek! When I typed "bad" I accentally out of habbit typed "band"!! HAHAHA!) Ok so my tounge hurts... BAD! Um... I've been staying up REALLY late and getting up REALLY late! haha! but can you blame me? I mean I have no social life... nothing to get up for... sooo.... Oh Maya and Jessica went walking and found a construction site they named "the moon" because it "looked like the moon." anyway... so to get to the moon they had to walk by the creek and appearantly there was a cat that lived in a house by the creek and it followed them home... and it wouldn't leave us alone... we had to take care of it... it slept with us all night... and we put it outside at 6 when Jessica and I went to sleep because my mom didn't want it inside... And Xena is a brat and I think I ruined my sophmore year... (wow I am being SO random with this thing!) Um... I really don't know what else to say... (this was typed at 2:30 - 3:00... I'm gonna go to bed and then in the morning or afternoon or night whenever I have time tomorrow... finish it or publish it... either one so my thinking if I finish may be diferent) soo... OOOH Michelle and Chloe... so I am pissed at Michelle right now... she thinks she's on top of the world and I'm REALLY fed up with her sassy attitude! I mean yeah last night I was at her fucking house, but that doesn't mean she has to be a fucking bitch to me! I mean my god! So she was having this party... and I was watching Chloe... and like my mom doesn't turn on the AC because she's cheep and to "save the enviroment"... right... so I was cold in the back rooms where Michelle had us... So I go tell her that its cold back there... and she says "Its just because you're not used to air... its ok... you'll wish you were here when you go home." and I was like "I don't think that's it..." and she's like "It is! Trust me! I've been in your house!" all defensive you know... and I was like ok... So I go get a blanket and since she gets mad when anyone puts their feet in her or Chloe's bed I either had to have my feet dangling or on the floor where I couldn't see the movie we were watching... so I was mad... then CHLOE said SHE was cold... meaning it wasn't just because I wasn't used to air... it was actually cold! So I told Michelle that and she said "What do you want me to do about it?" and I'm like "If you're not going to let us stay out here where its warmmer make it warmmer in there so we can live! MY FOOT IS NUMB!" because it was right... so she goes like " I don't care if your foot is numb! SUCK IT UP!" and I'm just like thinking "bitch" so then I was going to the back room and I was going to get my book and sit on the couch and read and not bother anyone... and if she didn't like it... TOUGH! I wasn't there because I wanted to be at that point... I was there because I HAD to be! So on my way to the back room, Chloe was running around and Xena was "trying to catch her" and I knew this game they were about to play... and I knew we couldn't do it... its where one of us picks Chloe up and runs her around the house while the other one tries to get her... Chloe screams and yells and has the funnest time with this but we can't do it when there is a party going on like this... So I picked Chloe up and signalled Xena to stop... and she didn't... so I told her "Stop Xena" and she kept going... and I told her again "Stop Xena..." and she kept going... so I had to tell her firmly "STOP XENA" and then Michelle yelled at me... I was pissed... then after the party... Michelle was saying "whoops I gave you ice cream the deal was no fighting with your sisters" and I was like "LOOK IT IS MY RESPONSIBITLY AS THE OLDEST TO TAKE CONTROL OVER A STITUATION LIKE THAT!!!!!! iT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY TO TELL XENA TO STOP MAKING CHLOE MAKE ALL THAT NOISE IT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY! AND WITH THAT AS YOU KNOW GOOD AND WELL COMES FIRM TALKING!! I HAD TO! And I suggest you listen to what happened before you accuse me of "fighting"..." and she was like "whatever" and I was like "so this is what" and I got cut off by "I DON'T CARE!!!! YOU INTERUPIED MY PARTY TO YELL AT XENA!!!!!!! SO I DON'T CARE!" and of course I was pissed an I'm like "I don't know why I bother! WHy the hell do I bother to watch your daughter and make sure Xena and her playing doesn't mess up your party... because I garrentee if I didn't step in, the problems would have been MUCH more! SO I REALLY don't know why I bother." and I left the room! I WAS PISSED! soo... that's my problem with that...

tomorrow we go to the Eva Garner museam... and then on thursday we go to Wet and Wild! SOOO exited! I'm gonna do something this summer! and next weekend its the beach with Liv! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOO EXITED! Yeah... I really can't wait until band camp! I want to see my friends again... ALL OF THEM! and my not so friends too... haha... well my hands hurt so I'm gonna stop now... maybe more later... you never know... depends on how I feel...